AM I Wrong....

Okay iam not sure if you guys have been following but liek a week ago i wrote a blog about a girl name marissa, Who i thought was going to be a good girlfriend. Due to certaain events i felt as though she wasnt keeping it 100 with me sooo i questioned some things she was doing. Some of you may not know that i have a AWESOME ex-girlfriend who i really love and care a shit load about. I think about her when i shouldnt and i miss her ALOT, But am i wrong for wanting to be happy and back with her because i feel better with her. AM i wrong for just wanting to be happy thats not a crime.